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He heals the brokenhearted
and bandages their wounds.
He counts the stars
and calls them all by name.


Psalm 147: 3-4


Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Framing Hanley (Nixon is Amazing!!!)

Sunday, January 25, 2009

Some Random Things From My Random Mind.. Again..

































































































"Tell the voices to shut up! I can't hear!" -ForevrDreaming13

Lollipop by Framing Hanley



Such a funny video. Got to love the people trying to get the fat guy.. I mean that is just comedy right there.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Underneath This Smile by Hilary Duff


My theme song for the moment.


What I'm standing on is sinking in
And I don't have a clue how to get off of it
But when I look at you there is hope
It's like you see the sadness in my eyes
You read the blue between the lines
You could be the one to hold me when I wanna cry

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on
Cause that is all I know
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this smile

I have walked this earth with broken bones
I've been keeping secrets under all these lights
But when you're around my defenses go
You don't let me run away from you
You don't let me twist and turn the truth
It feels as if I'm naked when you're standing in the room

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out too long
Underneath this smile
Underneath this smile
Oh, yeah

Underneath this smile
My world is slowly caving in
All the while
I'm hanging on instead of letting go
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
Underneath this smile
Could you be the one to save me from every bad habit that has helped me dig this hole?
I've been hiding out for miles
Underneath this
Underneath this
Underneath this smile
What I'm standing on is sinking in

What I Need To Do More Often..

Sunday, January 18, 2009

To Anyone Who Really Cares..

Okay.. Basically this is my blog and the other one is Ian's. He lives in Louisiana and I live in California so this is how we keep in touch and chat. We do talk and text a lot but this is soooo much more entertaining.. o_o So this is just basically are randomness. And because Ian is my best friend and loves me! Don't you Ian?? You better say yes or I am going to come to Louisiana and kick your butt... XOXO. (Psh! I am such a girl sometimes!)

Deeper Meanings


Okay. The weirdest thing just happened to me. I was on YouTube and I came across one of my subscribers had a profile picture that just spoke to me. I have the picture posted below. You know how I was sad about what happened between me and Chandler? Well, I had sort of given up. But then I saw that picture and I just felt compelled to text him this message:

I know you won't reply to this because you hate me but I just wanted you to know.. I am not giving up on you.

I know it sounds crazy but I just had to do it. It might have been stupid and when I go back to school he is probably going to embarrass me with it. But I am fine because I like myself for who I am and I don't care what anyone thinks. And if he has changed like I think he has changed, we might get back together. All I know is that it will happen exactly how it is supposed to. And I will be a stronger person from it.


So in everything, do to others what you would have them do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.
Matthew 7:12




I am not giving up..

Saturday, January 17, 2009

I am back!! With funny Kitteh Pictures!!




















Tip me over and pour me out! (Or something like that.. Hey don't judge me.. I was going to sing Happy Birthday to Ian and I forgot the words. Yep.. I am that special..)












OMG!! It is just like when I chugged that monster!! I was up for days!!















I Knew it..













Look Ian! It is Left 4 Dead kitteh Zombies!! Beware!!















I know exactly how you feel..^_^















Bad day.. That is what my dad is like in the morning.. -_-













I am pro at pretending to be a ninja..

I am hyper! ^_^

I had a lemon Popsicle and it was like setting off a crazy bomb! Now I am talking about things no one cares about.. Oh, wait! I already do that! Silly me! I am soooooo hyper! <_> I can't control myself!! AH!! INSANITY TAKING OVER!!!!!!!!!!!! Eek! You better call the crazy cops because I heading straight to the loony bin!

On another more sane side of me: My mom brought me home white roses today! She brought them because I was sad about Chandler. I know I am pathetic and should get over him.. Blahidy Blah, Blah, Blah.. But I am not over it so I continue to be sad. I lost the whole point of this post.. Oh! I am going to post a poem!!



Lost Without Feeling

She mixed her blood and her tears;
In hopes to chase away all her fears.
She lied there broken and lost,
For she knew she had to pay the horrible cost.
And as she breathed her final breath,
She realized she loved you till the death.







Quite depressing.. I was feeling a bit emotional then. Ah, well I am off to go find funny cat pictures..^_^

Why by Secondhand Serenade


My Favorite song by Secondhand Serenade

No I DIDN't!

I didn't adopt that wolf. SHE did!

Happy Birthday Ian!


Well you are 15 now. Yesterday you weren't to excited about turning 15 but, today you seem better today. So happy birthday. I am not mad at you for being older than me. (Even though I just caught up!) But you are so much taller than me! I feel like such a midget.. Anyways I hope you can find your mom to give you ten dollars for Left 4 Dead! (Wow! Your mom is like impossible to find!) I am hungry but I am to lazy to go eat something.. GAH!!!


Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe as you hold out the word of life—in order that I may boast on the day of Christ that I did not run or labor for nothing.
Philippians 2:14-16

Well guess what folks?

Thats right I'm 15 as of now. Is that a big thing? To some people i guess, I mean, later this year I get a permit. So far I've gotten A red iPod nano (YAY) and I got two twilight books (1st and 4th) later I plan to get Left 4 Dead at best buy so i can kill as many zombies as I want. Gonna be awesome. So I guess my birthday isnt as bad as I though after all?

Friday, January 16, 2009

It's Not Over by Secondhand Serenade




My tears run down like razorblades
And no, I'm not the one to blame
It's you ' or is it me?
And all the words we never say
Come out and now we're all ashamed
And there's no sense in playing games
When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back
But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights
I lose my sense of wrong and right
I cry, I cry
It's shaking from the pain that's in my head
I just wanna crawl into my bed
And throw away the life I led
But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
We had the chance to make it
Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over
I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart
Don't say this won't last forever
You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart
Don't tell me that we will never be together
We could be, over and over
We could be, forever

It's not over, it's not over, it's never over
Unless you let it take you
It's not over, it's not over, it's not over
Unless you let it break you
It's not over

Dead Poetic-Bury The Difference (My fav song)



Bury all the differences between us. When I still can't find the air,
You keep the toxins flowing for me,
And I'll bury all the differences between us.
And I still can't help but care for moving mountains,
But your, your head's held high again.

You will find me out. You will find everything.

We all, we just battle ourselves. We just battle ourselves again.

Bury all the differences between us, that same mechanic sound.
That keeps on ringing for days and days.
And you're standing like a clueless titan falls.
And everything around falls right down on you.
With your head held high again.

You will find me out. You will find everything.

We all, we just battle ourselves. We just battle ourselves again.

And there's a storm cloud waiting over,
On the land that's sinking at the,
At the bottom of these buildings again.
With your head held high again.

You will find me out. You will find everything.

We all, we just battle ourselves. We just battle ourselves again.

Your Call by Secondhand Serenade



Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh
I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh
Cause every breath that you will take
when you are sitting next to me
will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy?
(What's your, what's your, what's your...)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home
x4
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight

Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine
Stay with me tonight
(I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)

Heels Over Head by Boys Like Girls




I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile
I got your little brown shirt in my bottom drawer baby
And your little white socks in the top drawer
You were always leaving your shit around
And gone without a sound

Yeah I'm the first to fall and the last to know
Where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

I got a first class ticket to a night all alone
And a front row seat up right by the phone
Cause you're always on my mind
And I'm running out of time
I've got your hair on my pillow and your smell in my sheets
And it makes me think about you with the sand in your feet
Is it all you thought it'd be?
You mean everything to me

But I'm the first to fall and the last to know
And where'd you go?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
You're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes
Yeah you're burnin' bridges baby
Burnin' bridges, making wishes

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger
Chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
If I drive a hundred thousand miles
Would you let me stay a while?

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
I hope you think of me
And how I'm stuck here with the ghost of what we used to be

Now I'm heels over head,
I'm hangin' upside-down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound
And when you hit the coast
Maybe you'll finally see
And then you'll turn it all around and you'll come back to me

Deep Heartaches


Hmm.. Life. Such an interesting concept. Tenacious I must say that was quite a bomb to be dropped. I must say I am actually feeling a bit emotional right now. Like a time bomb waiting for the perfect moment to go off. I have actually really love the band Secondhand Serenade. He is amazing. ^_^ My favorite song by him is Maybe. (Posted below) I have discovered a couple of other musicians I also enjoy. I have come to really like the Academy Is.. and the Perfect Autumn. Remember how I used to be overly obsessed with the Jonas Brothers? I am not any more. I mean I like their music and appreciate them as people. I am kind of over them though. I seem to have been living in a dream recently. But its a cold hard road when you wake up. But till then I am a dreamer.

P.S. I made that picture. Do you like it?


So I say, live by the Spirit, and you will not gratify the desires of the sinful nature.
Galations 5:16

And the bomb droppes in one more location than one

rawr. Thats the satement of the year of 2009, rawr. So in what do we have faith? Petty things such as intuition? But I have a glossary of dirty words for people just like people in my school. I Reserve the words. But ohhhhhhhh, man did they just cross the line, Well being a freshman, nobody expected this not even me. Well, its kinda akward to say, but alot of freshman and sophmores, juniors, and seniors, have lost something they should've saved for marrige. I was complentating on that fact in 3rd hour. And of course I got In trouble for "day-dreaming" jeez. But for me it was...just such... a SHOCK. And i hope its none of my friends, execpt for John. I feel really bad for john. The worst part... it was HIS decision. I remember what he was telling me perfectly. It was.... just wrong perspective in my mind. I dont get it. Its just so.... wrong. Right now im the only person in study hall which feels like survivor right now. Ugh Is all Ican say for this place. Be so glad when I can drive myself home....UUgghhhhhhh. Ctrl+Alt+Del
Hahhahahahahh RAWR. I'm too hyper to day to be sitting

*500 hundred laps around the world later*

okay that took like what? 8 seconds?
no probelm at all.anyway i have a song for the year. well actually two
Taste The Red Hands-Dead Poetic
Bury The Difference-Dead Poetic
GL AND HF AND GS AND XD AND everything else I didn't have room to say.
but whatever. Look at me rambel on. hah.
So, life continues on, barley. Its COLD outside. Well, I guess thats all I have to say today. maybe later. The inter is still a weird invention
rawr

Dedicated To Chandler



Maybe by Secondhand Serenade

Thursday, January 15, 2009

2 Followers?


Wow. I don't even have the gadget thingie up and I have two followers. I must be fool. As I said before I am sick so I have nothing to do so I have been going on Club Penguin obsessively! I hate to say it but I miss school! I miss not throwing stuff at the teachers when their backs our turned and singing in class! But what I miss the most is staring at people. Why do I do that? Simple it makes people feel awkward! And if I didn't do all those crazy things.. What would people talk about? I am such a dorkizzle as Dayzha likes to say. It is weird but I have been having these weird dreams about my ex-boyfriend, Chandler, dating Kristen. A sign maybe? I don't know but I hope not because that would just be weird. And now I am going to tell you my Top 6 T.V. shows:

  1. Gossip Girl
  2. Secret Life of the American Teenager
  3. Kyle XY
  4. 90210
  5. Ghost Whisperer
  6. Heroes



[The Children of Abraham] To the Jews who had believed him, Jesus said, "If you hold to my teaching, you are really my disciples. Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.
John 8:31-32

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Can you hear me? I can't hear you..


I am very sick. I have bronchitis, an ear infection in each ear, and a sinus infection. So I can hardly hear, my throat kills me when I talk, and I can't breathe! It is nice to have my parents actually taking the time to take care of me and not just going off and doing their own thing. I have had a different beagle sleep with me in my bed every night so far. First was Lucy, Last night was Sophie, and tonight will be Snickers. I actually love naps right now. I am so tired. I have been obsessively watching Prince Caspian and Mamma Mia though. I actually like the movie better with commentary. I am odd aren't I?


In my anguish I cried to the LORD, and he answered by setting me free. The LORD is with me; I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?
Psalm 118:5-6

One More Day by Diamond Rio




Last night I had a crazy dream
A wish was granted just for me
It could be for anything
I didn't ask for money
Or a mansion in Malibu
I simply wished, for one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
Then I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you

One more day
One more time
One more sunset, maybe I'd be satisfied
But then again
I know what it would do
Leave me wishing still, for one more day with you

Leave me wishing still, for one more day
Leave me wishing still, for one more day

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Bad Girlfriend by Theory Of A Deadman




My Girlfriend's a dick magnet My Girlfriend's gotta have it
She's hot, can't stop, up on stage, doing shots, Tip the man he'll
Ring the bell, get her drunk she'll scream like hell.
Dirty girl, gettin' down, dance with guys from outta town.
Grab her ass, actin' tough. Mess with her, she'll fuck you up.
No one really knows if she's drunk or if she's stoned, but she's
Comin' back to my place tonite!

She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end
You know what she is, no doubt about it
She's a bad, bad girlfriend!

Red thong, Party's on, Love this song, sing along.
Come together, leave alone, see you later back at home
No one really knows if she's drunk or is she's stoned
But she's coming back to my place tonite. I say
No one really knows just how far she's gonna go,
But I'm gonna find out later tonite

She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end
You know what she is, no doubt about it
She's a bad, bad girlfriend!

Doesn't take her long to make things right.
But does it make her wrong to
Have the time of her life. the time of her life
My girlfriend's a dick magnet My girlfriend's gotta have it

She's a gold digger now you figure out it's over, pull the trigger.
Futures finished, there it went, savings gone,
The money spent

I look around and all I see is, no good, bad and ugly,
Man she's hot and fixed to be, the future
Ex-Miss Connolly!

She likes to shake her ass she grinds it to the beat
She likes to pull my hair when I make her grind her teeth
I like to strip her down she's naughty to the end
You know what she is, no doubt about it
She's a bad, bad girlfriend!

She's a bad, bad girlfriend.
She's a bad, bad girlfriend.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Lala Land by Demi Lovato



I am confident
But I still have my moments
Baby, that's just me
I'm not a supermodel
I still eat McDonald's
Baby, that's just me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same
In the la-la land machine
Machine, machine

Who said I can't wear my
Converse with my dress
Well, baby, that's just me [ah]
Who says I can't be single
And have to go out and mingle
Baby, that's not me

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
'cause of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same
In the la-la land...

Tell me, do you feel the way I feel
'Cause nothing else is real
In the la-la land machine

Well, some may say I need to be afraid
Of losing everything
Because of where I
Had my start and where I made my name
Well, everything's the same
In the la-la land machine

Well, I'm not gonna change
In the la-la land machine
Well, I will stay the same
In the la-la land machine

Machine
Machine
I won't change anything in my life
I won't change anything in my life
I'm staying myself tonight
I'm staying myself tonight
La, la, la, la, la

Move Along by All-American Rejects




Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[x3]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Quote of the Day

Happy Birthday Brennan!


Today is my super fawewsome cousin's birthday! He turned 15! So to commemorate this special occasion.. I am going to do something different. Since I am now 14 I am going to tell you 14 things about me:







  • My favorite colors are green, orange, purple, and blue
  • I am still in love with me ex-boyfriend Chandler
  • I am addicted to grape mints (Love you Kacie!)
  • Rachel McAdams and Lindsey Haun are my favorite actresses!
  • I thing Nat Wolff is kind of cute
  • I love peace and quiet
  • My friend David stole my cardboard corner (I really miss my corner.. sniff, sniff)
  • I love turtles (OBSESSION!)
  • I like to be different
  • I like to stare at people because they say stupid things.
  • I love to read
  • I love to write
  • Someday I want to either be an author or a marine biologist
  • I don't like Miley Cyrus.

I have told you all this so that you may have peace in me. Here on earth you will have many trials and sorrows. But take heart, because I have overcome the world.
John 16:33

Friend Like That by Hawk Nelson



I like it simple and I'm not a superman
I never said that I was more than that
I'm not a wannabe, I'm who I wanna be
And I intend to be how You created me

I, I need somebody on the inside
I, I want somebody who can set me free
I'm not the only one who feels like this
I've got a few others around me

Hey let me hear ya say
Make some noise if you feel this way
Hey if you got a friend like that
Hey let's scream and shout
If you know what I'm talkin' `bout
Anybody got a friend like that

I once was little and I always had a plan
You thought my friendliness was just an act
I'll be your friend indeed, and you can count on me
And I can guarantee, your friend I'll always be

I, I need somebody on the inside
I, I want somebody who can set me free
I'm not the only one who feels like this
I've got a few others around me

Hey let me hear ya say
Make some noise if you feel this way
Hey if you got a friend like that
Hey let's scream and shout
If you know what I'm talkin' `bout
Anybody got a friend like that

Does anyone out there feel alone
Can anyone hear me
Down and out, your heart is cold
It's never easy
But if you believe that there is hope
Than sing it with me

Hey let me hear ya say
Make some noise if you feel this way
Hey if you got a friend like that
Hey let's scream and shout
If you know what I'm talkin' `bout
Anybody got a friend like that
Hey let me hear ya say
Does anybody feel this way
Hey if you got a friend like that
Hey let's scream and shout
If you know what I'm talkin' `bout
Anybody got a friend like that

I, I need somebody on the inside
I, I want somebody who can set me free
I'm not the only one who feels like this
I've got a few others around me

Give Me Your Eyes by Brandon Heath



Look down from a broken sky
Traced out by the city lights
My world from a mile high
Best seat in the house tonight

Touch down on the cold black top
Hold on for the sudden stop
Breath in the familiar shock
Of confusion and chaos

All those people going somewhere
Why have I never cared

Give me your eyes for just one second
Give me your eyes so I can see
Everything that I keep missing
Give me your love for humanity
Give me your arms for the broken hearted
The ones that are far beyond my reach
Give me you heart for the ones forgotten
Give me your eyes so I can see

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Step out on a busy street
See a girl and our eyes meet
Does her best to smile at me
To hide what’s underneath

There's a man just to her right
Black suit and a bright red tie
Too ashamed to tell his wife
He's out of work, He's buying time

Pre Chorus / Chorus

I’ve been here a million times
A couple of million eyes
Just move and pass me by
I swear I never thought that I was wrong
I need a second glance
Give me a second chance
To see the way you’ve seen the people all along

Chorus

Gift of True Love


“Can I see my baby?” the happy new mother asked. When the bundle was nestled in her arms and she moved the fold of cloth to look upon his tiny face, she gasped. The doctor turned quickly and looked out the tall hospital window. The baby had been born without ears. Time proved that the baby’s hearing was perfect. It was only his appearance that was marred. When he rushed home from school one day and flung himself into his mother’s arms, she sighed, knowing that his life was to be a succession of heartbreaks. He blurted out the tragedy. “A boy, a big boy … called me a freak.” He grew up, handsome for his misfortune. A favorite with his fellow students, he might have been class president, but for that. He developed a gift, a talent for literature and music. “But you might mingle with other young people,” his mother reproved him, but felt a kindness in her heart. The boy’s father had a session with the family physician. Could nothing be done? “I believe I could graft on a pair of outer ears, if they could be procured,” the doctor decided. Whereupon the search began for a person who would make such a sacrifice for a young man. Two years went by. Then, “You are going to the hospital, Son. Mother and I have someone who will donate the ears you need. But it’s a secret,” said the father. The operation was a brilliant success, and a new person emerged. His talents blossomed into genius, and school and college became a series of triumphs. Later he married and entered the diplomatic service. “But I must know!” He urged his father, “Who gave so much for me? I could never do enough for him.” “I do not believe you could,” said the father, “but the agreement was that you are not to know … not yet.” The years kept their profound secret, but the day did come … one of the darkest days that a son must endure. He stood with his father over his mother’s casket. Slowly, tenderly, the father stretched forth a hand and raised the thick, reddish-brown hair to reveal that the mother had no outer ears. “Mother said she was glad she never let her hair be cut,” he whispered gently, “and nobody ever thought Mother less beautiful, did they?” Real beauty lies not in the physical appearance, but in the heart. Real treasure lies not in what that can be seen, but what that cannot be seen. Real love lies not in what is done and known, but in what that is done but not known.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Quote of the Day

The expert at anything was once a beginner.

An Undefined Game


Though this game is undefined there are rules. But there are also rules to these rules which are the rules are always changing. You may look but not stare. If he gives you the cold shoulder you ignore him for a week. If her stares at you give him an 'as if' look and turn away. If he asks you for help when he doesn't need it say no. If he asks you on a date you give him a nonchalant stare and say 'why not?' This is the game girls and boys constantly play with each other. There are many rules you must follow and you must always pick an 'appropriate' game partner. Seriously people. COME ON! If you like someone, tell them. Don't play the game. Be different. Stand out. Show someone how you really feel. Before its to late. Stand still and watch the Lord rescue today.


Seek good, not evil, that you may live. Then the LORD God Almighty will be with you, just as you say he is. Hate evil, love good; maintain justice in the courts. Perhaps the LORD God Almighty will have mercy on the remnant of Joseph.
Amos 5: 14-15

Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade




The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed but I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Sunday, January 4, 2009

A New Year


Seasons change, people change. I have learned in the year of 2008, that people always break their promises. I have also learned that I can not blame them for breaking promises they don't even remember. I know now that love comes in unusual packages. There are people in this world, broken hearts and lost souls. Though I have continually voiced that I am totally okay with what happened with David at Sea Camp. I am not. In my heart I know I am still in love with him. The very moment I looked into his blue eyes, I knew he would break my heart. So I have come to tell you dear friends, that the world is changing. Now it is your choice whether or not to change with it. A new year with hopes and dreams but, also heartbreak and anguish. The mere things to keep us going. A dream. A heart. A soul. Be careful in your walk because hard times are closer than you think.




Wash and make yourselves clean. Take your evil deeds out of my sight! Stop doing wrong, learn to do right! Seek justice, encourage the oppressed. Defend the cause of the fatherless, plead the case of the widow.
Isaiah 1: 16-17