Not Meant To Be by Theory Of A Deadman

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Cold As You by Taylor Swift

You have a way of coming easily to me.
And when you take, you take the very best of me.
So I start a fight 'cause I need to feel somethin'
And you do what you want 'cause I'm not what you wanted.

(CHORUS)
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
Just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray.
And I stood there lovin' you and washed them all away.
And you come away with a great little story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you.

(CHORUS)
Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending given to a perfect day.
So just walk away, no use defending words that you will never say.
And now that I'm sittin' here thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you.

You never did give a damn thing, honey.
But I cried, cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you.
(Died for you)

Oh, what a shame.
What a rainy ending give to a perfect day. Every smile you fake is so condescending.
Counted all the scars you made.
Now that I'm sittin her thinkin' it through, I've never been anywhere cold as you

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This is Bob. Bob will take over the world!!! :)

The Climb by Miley Cyrus

This is the only song I really like by Miley Cyrus but this song inspires me. It also a reason I have to guard my heart.

White Horse by Taylor Swift

Too late to catch me now.

I am going to Kill HIM!

Ok Ian is driving me up my wall. He just is pissing me off to no end. If he doesn't kill himself first, I will. Ever heard of foot in your mouth? Well, let me introduce you to foot in your ass!!! I mean he sounds just like me. I don't want to go on like this; Blah, Blah, Blah! Ok.. Sorry about the rant but seriously.. UGH! He is like three french fries short of a Happy Meal or something. He is making me relive the past. I need to be looking forward with my life. And the sappy thing is.. I still love that idiot. But I can't do this anymore. He is like an emotional rollercoaster or something. I just hope that he knows where to get off. And as for God? By the looks of it he seems to have walked that distance away from Him too.

Don’t befriend angry people or associate with hot-tempered people, or you will learn to be like them and endanger your soul.
Proverbs 22: 24-25

This is why I have to move along.

Tragedy..

I have been grounded for like three weeks and haven't talked to Ian. He gave up on me. I guess I understand but, it's killing me.. I don't really have much to say. I guess I'll just have to move on. I assume he already has. He is a great guy and will do well in the world. And I am sure he will do even better without someone like me holding him back. I guess it turned out for the best. But I won't forget. Like I am sure he has already forgotten about me.

Broken Hearted,
ForevrDreaming13