Saturday, December 27, 2008
Deep Awakenings
I feel sad. I am always alone. My parents always go together shopping. Never bringing me along. None of my friends ever seem to be home anymore or don't keep their promises to call. I am alone. I hardly ever do anything right and never seem to be able to live up to the expectations set up by my parents. Though it is almost always at a constant shine in California, I wish it would rain. When it is a nice clear blue sky day. I want the sky to be dreary and gray. I want to move to Washington. Not because of Twilight. I love the rain and the cold. I like to be left alone but I want someone to fight to be with me. I am not in love. I want to be. I used to be. Mixed feelings stir on days like this. I want someone to climb to my secret hideaway and just be with me. I want to escape to a faraway place. I want to sit on beach by myself and watch the tide roll in. I want someone to know when to hold me and when to take me away from it all. I guess I am what you call a lost soul looking for a home. No one could tell though. I put up a disguise as a spunky individual always ready to goof around and imagine. But really if you looked through my eyes you could see the brokenness of my heart. I want someone to walk into my life and pick up the pieces, but for now I am waiting for the hope. I guess you could call it feelings that I shared with no one till the built up so high I couldn't hold them in any longer and broke down. All I am is a broken down piece of work. I am just waiting for the mechanic to come fix me. But till then I will wait for the one meant to save me from myself. I want to know who I am. But the harder and harder I try to find her. The further away she slips from my grasp. I am starving for attention. But when I get it I want it to go away. But for now I am a window not yet a door.
The Call by Regina Spektor
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
Till it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Till they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye...
Sunday, December 21, 2008
First Day of Winter!!
Lots of exciting things happened today. Because I am so fawesome, I went to Gabby's family reunion. At first I was nervous because I only new like three people. It actually went really well. Two of her cousins, Jason and Matt, were really funny. When we were doing the gift exchange we made a human pyramid. I got stuck with Jason's feet. He had cool Vans though.. LOL. Then Jason's sister was on Gabby's team and Matt was on mine. We attempted to play volleyball. We were all pretty tired. I watched Andrew and Regan. They always wanted to go higher on the swings. They are a pain in the rear but, I love them. Then Matt and Jason thought it would be funny to play keep away with me and Gabby. That was a lot of fun. We were falling all over each other. I secretly thought Jason was cute.. I totally think Gabby could tell. She just laughed. She used to have a crush on my cousin.. So, eh. Whatever. Everyone had to leave though. I was kind of sad because I wouldn't see them for a long time. Not for a few years at least. Unless Gabby asks me to go to the New Years party.. I doubt it though. She is going to Texas on my birthday. So she wouldn't even be there. =(
“[The Shepherds and the Angels] And there were shepherds living out in the fields nearby, keeping watch over their flocks at night. An angel of the Lord appeared to them, and the glory of the Lord shone around them, and they were terrified. But the angel said to them, "Do not be afraid. I bring you good news of great joy that will be for all the people. Today in the town of David a Savior has been born to you; he is Christ the Lord.”
Luke 2: 8-11
Thursday, December 11, 2008
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
2nd Softball Game Tomorrow!!
I don't have much to say today. Tomorrow is our 2nd softball game. Our 1st game was great! We stomped them! The score was like 18-0. Very, very sad for them at least.. Totally sad. Anyways our school isn't that ghetto anymore because we now have *gasp* visors! wOO! Sci-Fi time now. I've always wanted a dumb black hat with a green C on it. Seriously.. They need to get out more.. We might as well have poker hats!
Therefore the Lord himself will give you a sign: The virgin will be with child and will give birth to a son, and will call him Immanuel.
Isaiah 7:14
Gotta Be Somebody by Nickleback
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I'll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we're meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I'll be holdin my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with
Chorus
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It's just like Déjà Vu
Me standin here with you
So I'll be holdinmy breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?
Chorus
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There's gotta be somebody for me like that.
Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
Ooooooh,
You can't give up!
Lookin for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you're holdin on
Cause it could be the one,
the one you're waiting on
Chorus
Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they're not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There's gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there
Sunday, December 7, 2008
Circus by Britney Spears
There’s only two types of people in the world
The ones that entertain, and the ones that observe
Well baby I’m a put-on-a-show kinda girl
Don’t like the backseat, gotta be first
I’m like the ringleader
I call the shots
I’m like a firecracker
I make it hot
When I put on a show....
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I’m ready to break
I’m like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same
All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus
Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus
There’s only two types of guys out there,
Ones that can hang with me, and ones that are scared
So baby I hope that you came prepared
I run a tight shift so, beware
I’m like the ringleader
I call the shots
I’m like a firecracker
I make it hot
then I put on a show
I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins
Spotlight on me and I’m ready to break
I’m like a performer, the dancefloor is my stage
Better be ready, hope that ya feel the same
All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus
Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus
Let's go.
Let me see what you can do.
I'm runnin' this (like like like like a circus)
Yeah.
Like a what? (like like like like a circus)
All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus
Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus
All eyes on me in the center of the ring
Just like a circus
When I crack that whip, everybody gon' trip
Just like a circus
Don’t stand there watching me, follow me
Show me what you can do
Everybody let go, we can make a dancefloor
Just like a circus
Scarred For Life..
As I said earlier we are re-doing the floors. So we had to take out my brothers toilet.. And I had to scrap up the poop that was mixed with the wax down under. It was disgusting. Then I had to stick my hand down into the hole and pop out the rubber lining. It was disturbing.. Let's just say it was humbling experience.. I will never look at a toilet the same way..
Inspirational Quote:
One must desire something to be alive. --Margaret Deland
The Monster From Down Under..
Now a title like that grabs your attention doesn't it? Yeah.. Well we are getting our floors done over the next few days which means my brother, who normally lives down stairs, is now moving upstairs for a few days. Yeah sounds fine doesn't it? He has to share my bathroom and my brother is an absolute pig! The sad thing is he is proud of that. The bad thing is my mom gave him my sheets to use. The problem is he has herpes and I can never use them again. SUCKS!! He also took the liberty to unhook my Xbox to watch T.V. Ugh! I am so mad now.. The only thing that I have left to claim is my computer.. I put my foot down on that one. He is not allowed to use it all. So my computer is my salvation. At least for a little while.
“Jesus said to her, "I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies;”
John 11:25
Monday, December 1, 2008
I don't know. It's Just My Thing..
Ello! Bet you missed me.. YOU SHOULD!! Anyways you may have noticed we have a new contributor to this fantabulous blog of mine. His name is Tenacious. Be nice to him or I'll find you, and as Ian likes to say.. Eat your face! That was random.. And weird.. Random and weird. Wow. I just reached a new level stupidity.. So I made the soft ball team as you all know. We got our jerseys today.. And I got my lucky number.. 13!!! I am super happy. I have always wanted that one. My friend apparently visited my blog and called me a nerd. Do you agree with that? I do only beacause I am a good student and I like cetain things.. Which make me stand out from others. That isn't bad it just makes me unique. Which I love. So seriously people if you have something that makes you different or special, RAISE YOUR VOICE!
“[The Son Superior to Angels] In the past God spoke to our forefathers through the prophets at many times and in various ways, but in these last days he has spoken to us by his Son, whom he appointed heir of all things, and through whom he made the universe.”
Hebrews 1:1-2
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Been awhile, hasn't it?
Well it has been awhile.. SORRY!! I really am I have just been caught in my research paper on the exciting adventures of World War I! I just realized that I made a serious, depressing war sound like a Christmas Special of Batman. Lame.. Anyways! I am going to Disneyland tomorrow! lmao! That had no basis on reality.. but HEY that's just me! As all my friends know. I am a little off. And I have a certain perspective on things that everyone and no one can change. Now that didn't make sense! Now did it? See? I have the power of confusion! MWUAHAHAHA!!!!!!! Scared yet? You should be..
“Enter his gates with thanksgiving and his courts with praise; give thanks to him and praise his name. For the LORD is good and his love endures forever; his faithfulness continues through all generations.”
Psalm 100:4-5
Monday, November 17, 2008
Magical Pain..
I was being an idiot on Saturday with my little sister, Gabby. (We are not really sisters we have just known each other for so long we call each other sisters. We've been friends since we were 5.) We were going to a Jonas Brother concert that night, it was like 12:00 in the morning! Dumb, right? So we decided to do facials. Not my brightest idea, I have to admit. So to do a facial I have this machine. It has this hotplate that heats up the water, to make steam. And voile' you have a facial. So we had done the whole facial thing, done each others nails. I started to put it away and then it happened.. The boiling hot water was about to spill on Gabby. Me being the older more protective sister I am. I grabbed it and held it in my lap, so it would spill on me. So lets just say it hurt.. A lot! So I ask my mom what to do about it. And she says, "Put some ice on it.", closes the door and goes back to sleep. Wow. So the next day my mom wakes up sees my leg and says, "What the hell did you do to your leg?!" Gotta love the comedy of that one. So I went to the hospital and they wrapped me up like a mummy. And we were on our way to see the Jonas Brothers. Only when we go there we found out it was not only the Jonas Brothers and Demi Lovato. And one of my new favorite bands, Honor Society. They were absolutely amazing. The concert was great. I got a lanyard and a T-shirt. Courtesy of dad. The concert had this Jonas Brother insignia and then they lit it on fire! So fool! So we are screaming I can't hear very well, my head hurts, and my leg is throbbing! But it was fawesome! They also had these things that had that stuff that fire extinguishers have in them. They sprayed that out into the audience which was really amazing! And I about cried when Nick Jonas sung A Little Bit Longer. Because my leg hurts so bad I can't really walk and it is going to scar badly. My life is never going to be the same and he is such an inspiration to keep going.
And Tenacious wrote a song about me.. Kinda depressing though. And a little too much for me. I really don't understand what he is referring to but whatever.
I'll Die Forever (Without You)
Moments frozen in timeFind the right one, lead me to you
everything I've done before never really expressed
how much I. how much I....
I'll die forever without you! you're all I need
The scenery dosen't change my life dosen't move on
For every word I sing, do you feel anything?
My fragments of fate, shards of my heart
AND EVERY MOMENT I TRY TO REMEMBER!
WONT BREAK IT! WONT MAKE IT!
WONT! DONT! DIE!
I'll die forever without you! you're all I need
The scenery dosen't change my life dosen't move on
For every word I sing, do you feel anything?
Reason to cry, why oh why?
Reason to cry, why oh why?
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"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light for my path."
Psalm 119:105
Friday, November 14, 2008
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Ricky is just wow..
OK Ricky is my friend who can be funny, irritating, cute, sweet, and mean all at the same time.. Isn't he talented? He likes to think so. So SoCal had the statewide earthquake drill today. (Which was dumb, funny, and boring.) And it turns out, in L.A. (Los Angeles for all the special people out there.) actually had a major earthquake. It was pretty intense there. But for us in our small little city? Nothing. Absolutely nothing happened. I was about to start talking to myself for something to do. Even though I already do that.. Anyways, we had to sit on the football field for an hour and a half! Ridiculous! So Ricky thought it would be fun to start singing My Humps by Blackeyed Peas. He got written up and almost got a detention. It was hilarious though. He looks great in football spandex though! (A girl has got to appreciate that.)
On a slightly sadder note: My mom got in a car accident today. She totaled or very nice Chrysler Pacifica. I was pretty upset. She is ok though. She just has a little whiplash. When she went to the doctor she found out she had a curved spine and arthritis in her spine. She is pretty upset about it. On the bright side.. HER RENT-A-CAR is fawesome!
P.S. My best friend Sydnee is being a Lemon Pie right now. She is mad at me for no reason. She always just looks for a reason to be pissed at me. Which pisses me off. Grr..
“For it is God's will that by doing good you should silence the ignorant talk of foolish men. Live as free men, but do not use your freedom as a cover-up for evil; live as servants of God.”
1 Peter 2: 15-16
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Why Nick's mom is like a doorknob and Alex's is like a hardware store!
OK I have these guy friends named Nick and Alex and Zach. They all have my Science class, by the way Mrs. Curnyn is the devil! Beware! So I told Alex I was bored, and this is basically how it went:
Alex: Hey Nick, you know what?
Nick: What?
Alex: Your mom is a doorknob!
Nick: Why?
Alex: She's like a doorknob because everyone gets a turn!
Nick: Oh yeah? Your mom is like a hardware store because everyone gets a screw!
Zach: Massachusetts..
Alex: Dude.. What the hell? That was just weird..
Me: You guys are better than cable!
Zach: At least she isn't bored anymore..
Nick: Yep because that is my main goal in life.. To entertain her..
Aren't my friends fexcellent? I think so.. And now you know why Alex, Zach, and Nick should all go to the loony bin. Except for Nick. Because Nick's hair is fawesome. I hate him because I love his hair.
P.S. Nick looks kinda like Jason Dolley only a little shorter.
“For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you and asking God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all spiritual wisdom and understanding.”
Colossians 1:9
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Not Good Enough For Truth in Cliche' by Escape The Fate
Man I am so hardcore. Not really. But whatever works! I love this song though! I am so sad that Ronnie got arrested.. No offense but the new lead singer sucks tomatoes.. Well actually that is offensive.. Man I talk a lot.. Why didn't anyone tell me I had a problem?! What kind of friends are you?! SO MEAN!!!!
Just me being a retard..
I just realized on my car broke down post, there is this random square at the bottom. I don't know why it's there or what its main goal life is. All I know is it is there. So get over it. My guess it is just waiting to pounce on you. Its my little blog guard dog square.. It just sits there and waits and watches. And before you know it.. BAM! It just magically sits there some more. Fascinating isn't it.. Just sitting there.. Watching.. Just something to think about. This was really weird..
My Freaking Car Broke Down!
Yep. My dad brought my dog, Lucy, today with him to pick me up from school. Lucy was scared, had her tail between her legs, and almost peed on me. Not something you want a little dog to do. Trust me. Because she doesn't squirt.. it flows a lot. Not a pleasant thing, let me tell you.
On another note: My dad's car broke down at the school, on a dirt road. I had to push the car, BY MYSELF, until an nice elderly gentleman helped me. My dad tried getting under the hood and fiddling with the battery. I say fiddling because my dad is no mechanic. We tried just about everything before my dad decided to call a tow truck. So I am thinking: So NOW you call a tow truck.. And just as he was about to call one, he decides to try to start the engine on more time. And the car starts. I have to say God was probably laughing at us wondering why we didn't try that earlier.. Karma's a bitch.
“[Do Not Love the World] Do not love the world or anything in the world. If anyone loves the world, the love of the Father is not in him. For everything in the world—the cravings of sinful man, the lust of his eyes and the boasting of what he has and does—comes not from the Father but from the world.”
1 John 2: 15-16
Monday, November 10, 2008
Gabby is in your room painting your messed up nails..
Yep.. It tried to paint my own toenails. Let's just say it didn't go so well.. Gabby re-did them. They look so much better. Anyways on another note I went to see Babylon A.D. on Saturday. Yeah, I saw it at the 2$, my dad is so cheap. Well, the movie sucked tomatoes. I don't feel so cheated out though, since it was only two dollars. Thank you cheap father of mine. Gotta love them though. No really you have to. Otherwise they'll kick you to the curb, cut your hair off, and sell you for manual labor. I am totally JUST KIDDING! I mean I hope your parents won't do that.. But hey some people have their quirks..
“God's voice thunders in marvelous ways; he does great things beyond our understanding. He says to the snow, 'Fall on the earth,' and to the rain shower, 'Be a mighty downpour.”
Job 37: 5-6
Friday, November 7, 2008
Victorious!
I made the softball team! Did you ever have a doubt? If you did.. NO ONE cares! Anyways my friend, Katie, came over today. I kicked her butt at Halo 2 and I ate a whole bunch of ice cream! I feel like a cow. Ian is mad at me because I can only talk to him for 10 minutes per day because I used over 2,000 minutes last month. So if I go over 1,000 this month I am in deep ca ca. Or however you spell it. I never did make it to the spelling bee. Yes, I know once again. I am a failure. But I like it that way.. And I am not the only one.. (hint, hint)
“But if serving the LORD seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD.”
Joshua 24:15
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
Our Next President..
Barack Obama won the election last night against McCain. I have to say I am disappointed. I did want McCain win but, sadly he didn't. So I have to say since I am a little bit more mature than some people at my school.. I can accept the fact he won and congragulate him. And NOT call him the anti-christ. I have to say I don't agree with some of his ideas.. But nobody is perfect. And I hope that he will be a good president. And all we can do is pray and encourage him..
“This is also why you pay taxes, for the authorities are God's servants, who give their full time to governing.”
Romans 13:6
Monday, November 3, 2008
When I Grow Up by Pussycat Dolls
[Intro: x2]
Boys call you sexy (What's up, sexy)
And you don't care what they say
See, everytime you turn around
They scream your name
[Verse 1:]
Now I've got a confession
When I was young I wanted attention
And I promised myself that I'd do anything
Anything at all for them to notice me
[Bridge:]
But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see when I was younger I would say
[Chorus:]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies
When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies
When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines
When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene
[Hook: x2]
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
[Verse 2:]
They used to tell me I was silly
Until I popped up on the TV
I always wanted to be a superstar
And knew that singing songs would get me this far
[Bridge:]
But I ain't complaining
We all wanna be famous
So go ahead and say what you wanna say
You know what it's like to be nameless
Want them to know what your name is
'Cause see, when I was younger I would say
[Chorus:]
When I grow up
I wanna be famous
I wanna be a star
I wanna be in movies
When I grow up
I wanna see the world
Drive nice cars
I wanna have groupies
When I grow up
Be on TV
People know me
Be on magazines
When I grow up
Fresh and clean
Number one chick when I step out on the scene
[Hook: x2]
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it
You just might get it
You just might get it
[Verse 3:]
I see them staring at me
Oh I'm a trendsetter
Yes this is true 'cause what I do, no one can do it better
You can talk about me
'Cause I'm a hot topic
I see you watching me, watching me, and I know you want it
[Chorus]
[Hook x2]
[Chorus]
[Hook x2]
Hot N' Cold by Katy Perry
(V1)
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you P.M.S
Like a bitch (chick)
I would know
And you over think
Always speak cryptically
I should know
That you're no good for me
(CHORUS)
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
(V2)
We used to be
Just like twins
So insync
The same energy
Now's a dead battery
Used to laugh
About nothing
Now you're plain boring
I should know
That you're not gonna change
(CHORUS)
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
(BRIDGE)
Someone call the doctor
Got a case of love bi polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
And I can't get off this ride...
You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
(CHORUS)
Cause you're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
You're wrong when it's right
It's black and it's white
We fight we break up
We kiss we make up
You, you don't really wanna stay no
You, but you don't really wanna go o
You're hot then you're cold
You're yes then you're no
You're in then you're out
You're up then you're down
Softball Tryouts!
Everyone was totally freaking out at softball tryouts! Yep.. It was pretty sad. I did pretty good except when I was throwing a ball around with Malia. She hit me really hard with a softball. (Though I really have no idea why its called softball. The ball is not soft. Trust me.) Yeah.. So now I have big bump on my head where she hit me. Yep.. Do you ever love something but hate that something at the same time?? Yeah, that is what you get when you play softball. Lovely.. Isn't it?
P.S. Is it just me? Does that ball look soft to you? If it does.. Well, you're just an evil little shinipnip, aren't you?
“[Submission to the Authorities] Everyone must submit himself to the governing authorities, for there is no authority except that which God has established. The authorities that exist have been established by God.”
Romans 13:1
Sunday, November 2, 2008
See? I am famous.
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“But you are a chosen people, a royal priesthood, a holy nation, a people belonging to God, that you may declare the praises of him who called you out of darkness into his wonderful light.”
1 Peter 2:9
Saturday, November 1, 2008
Duncan Sheik- Half-Life
I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
And it's one of those moments
When everything is so clear
Before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
To work on finding something more than this fear
It takes so much out of me to pretend
Tell me now, tell me how to make amends
Maybe, I need to see the daylight
To leave behind this half-life
Don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Is there really no escape?
No escape from time
Of any kind
I keep trying to understand
This thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
When I figure it out
But I don't mind a few mysteries
They can stay that way it's fine by me
And you are another mystery I am missing
It takes so much out of me to pretend
Maybe, I need to see the daylight
To leave behind this half-life
Don't you see I'm breaking down
Lately, something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life
Is there really no escape?
No escape from time
Of any kind
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again
'cause lately something here don't feel right
This is just a half-life,
Without you I am breaking down
Wake me, let me see the daylight
Save me from this half-life
Let's you and I escape
Escape from time
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Come on lets fall in love
Again
Why My Friends Are Fawesome!
1. They put up with my weirdness.
2. They answer my stupid questions.
3. They don't judge me.
5. Even when we fight, they still give me the homework assignment.
6. They don't care if I make a total fool of myself.
7. They always give me lunch or stand in the lunch line for me because I am lazy. (Thanks Sydnee!)
8. Without them.. I would probably be in the loony bin by now.
9. They let me copy their homework.
10. They will sit with me for hours trying to convince me Edward Cullen is not real and killing Kristen Stewart won't make him like me.
11. They send me the coolest forward messages!
12. The will back me up 100% no matter how stupid the cause.
13. They don't care that I once chased a squirrel into the street and it got ran over by a car.
14. They always are there for me when I go through one of my lame breakups!
15. They put up with my over obsession with Nick Jonas.
16. They always laugh at my jokes, even if they aren't funny.
17. They aren't afraid to hit me, Hard!
18. If I trip, which is often, they help me up.
19. They put up with my obsession of wanting to listen to Not Good Enough For Truth In Cliche' by Escape the Fate over and over again.
20. They understand my weird language.
21. They always do things to cheer me up!
22. When I am having a moment, they are right along having one with me.
23. I always know I can tell them what's on my mind.
24. I know they would always hold me if I cry.
25. They support my hating of Miley Cyrus.
25. They understand my short attention span.
26. They always come with me to the bathroom, even if I have to drag them.
27. They know that if someone disses the Jonas Brothers.. they will have to restrain me.
28. They always try new things with me.
29. They always give me reasons why he's not worth it.
30. They put up with my constant need to play with my hair.
31. They put up with my need to say words like light bulb.
And those are 31 reasons why my friends are so fool. Fo' Shizzle!
100 Reasons Why You Should Love The Jonas Brothers Too..
100 REASONS WHY WE LOVE THE JONAS BROTHERS:
1.You have the best bodies
2. You have the best clothes
3. You care about your fans
4. You write amazing songs
5. You are the only guys who can pull off skinny jeans
6. You have amazing hair
7. Deal with us, screaming girls
8. Don’t care about the rumors
9. Do meet and greets
10. Have an awesome bodyguard
11. Have 3x the talent
12. The Joe hawk will never get old
13. Curly hair is well HOT
14. You can look cute doing anything
15. Every time you are on TV…we scream
16. You look so hot thrashing on the guitar
17. Your brother has the best nickname ever
18. You look amazing in black and white
19. You all have purity rings
20. You believe in god and are true Christians
21. We get goose bumps when you sing
22. You are unpredictable (in a good way)
23. You guys play tennis, and golf
24. We’d want to date all three of them
25. You have awesome guitars
26. You guys look amazing in suits
27. You are gentleman
28. You love to go wacko
29. Joe is an awesome beat boxer
30. Nick is off the chain
31. Kevin has the best SOS dance!
32. Nicks the best drummer ever
33. When you guys smile, we smile
34. Nick can do the best flip
35. You still act like normal people
36. You were cute as kids
37. You all pull off the “serious face”
38. You aren’t afraid to rock out
39. You’d date a fan!
40. You wear pink
41. Nick gives the best speeches
42. Kevin will always want a birdhouse
43. When you look people in the eyes, we melt
43. You have amazing smiles
44. Every girl wishes her name were Mandy
45. You inspire so many people.
46. Every girl has a crush on you
47. You keep everything people make for you guys
48. Your album went platinum
49. You guys give 110%
50. You play many instruments
51. You sing like angels
52. You are gorgeous
53. You care about your family
54. You have great style
55. You don’t let fame go to your head
56. You’re hilarious
57. You have great music videos
58. You are great dancers/ gymnasts
59. You’re awesome musicians
60. You aren’t stuck up
61. You love children
62. You’re modest
63. You’re original
64. You are not afraid to speak your minds
65. You are romantics
66. You give a lot of credit to your fans for making you famous
67. You love your fans
68. You’re polite
69. You have a clean image
70. You say “dude” a lot
72. You have awesome sunglasses
73. You know some great famous people, but think of them as normal people
74. You’re great actors
75. You were raised in New Jersey, so you didn’t grow up in the spotlight
76. You respect your friends and their personal information
77. You know how to pull great pranks
78. Your brother Frankie is AWESOME
79. You gave 10% of your earnings to Change for the Children Foundation in 2007
80. You like to stay healthy and fit
81. You guys have the best smiles
82. You make You tube videos
83. You’ve traveled to many places
84. You like the ladies
85. You wear muscle shirts, but actually have muscles!
86. You are excellent performers
87. You are sensitive
88. You are outgoing (Joe, Kevin, ‘Nick’)
39. You are more reserved (Nick)
90. You do live chats on Justin TV just for your fans!
91. You shop at my favorite stores! (Urban Outfitters, American Apparel)
92. You eat corn pops (You tube), my favorite cereal!
93. You love your brothers, and don’t fight nearly as much as my brother and I
94. You are influenced by some of my favorite bands (U2, The Beatles)
95. You have created a Jonas Revolution
96. You give girls butterflies
97. You give free hugs
98. Your guys are James Bond, Jackie Chan and Rick Lava
99. You keep your private lives to yourself
100. You make dreams come true
Just Cause I'm Bored..
I going to kill Thomas. And I am going to show you I am part of the flock. Yes I have met Fang.. And yes he's hot. Just kidding..
“I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints."
Ephesians 1:18
Friday, October 31, 2008
Chinese Food..
We had Chinese for lunch today. Which means.. FORTUNE COOKIES!!!!! My fortune cookie said:
Hugs are life's rainbows. (Actually it was my dad's but I liked his better so I stole it. MWUAHAHA!!)
Cool.. huh? I thought so. You should too. If you don't..
Spit out your Stride gum and chew another piece already. Or we'll find you.
