I AM SUPER SORRY!!

Like seriously, how long has it been since I have made a post?! I like totally forgot about my blog!! Terrible since no one even reads this crap or really cares whats going on in a hormone raging teenage girl. Anyways.. I went out with this guy named Chase. I like fell in love with him(pretty pathetic actually..) He treated me like crap and broke up with me. Then 6 days later I get a text saying I miss you, I'm such an idiot and I had a dream that we were back together again and Blah, Blah, Blah.. And me being the gullible, desperate, stupid, love-sick person I am.. fell for it. We went out ONE day before he broke up with me.. AGAIN!! And then he was all like can we still be friends and another stupid choice.. I SAID YES!!(seriously, at this point I don't know what I was thinking..) And now he "loves me and you are my favorite person in the world ,but I am in love with my ex-girlfriend, Maddy, and hey your friend Devon is pretty cute, eh?" I want to kill him! He is soooo blind. And then I said Devon had a boyfriend and he said he was gonna take her from him, mess with her, and then dump her. AND I CALL HIM MY BEST FRIEND I AM SOOO FUCKING STUPID!!!

P.S. He is a pretty good guy, I just needed to rant. AND he is my best friend. He's just been through a lot and his head isn't on straight.

P.P.S. That is a picture of him. Pretty cute, eh?
LOVE FEARLESSLY! HOPE FOREVER! AND DREAM OF A BETTER TOMORROW!
Love,
Beautifully Disturbed