Back to September

Looking back I realize I made a lot of mistakes with you. You were my first love, and when I finally had you like I always dreamed of, it was perfect at first. Then, we just started to fight, we made mistakes, and I just got scared. I had gotten scared before, I must have ended it four times before that. Why can't I just let you go? It turns out freedom isn't anything but missing you. I'd go back and change it but I can't, and I got back to September all the time. I hear your in love, I hope she treats you better than I did. But this is me swallowing my pride saying I'm sorry for that night. You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye. I wish I could go back and change it, but I can't. And I know the chain is on your door, so I understand. I just thought you should know.. that I lied. I do love you, forever and always.


      I may regret the way we ended,

but I will never regret what we had.

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