I got a smack in the face today. You can't fix EVERYTHING. It was if this man was described everything I had been doing. I had my priorities mixed up.
My list went like this:
- Alex ( My Boyfriend)
- Friends
- Family
- School
- God
Today helped my realized that my list needed to look like this:
- God
- Family
- School
- Friends
- Alex ♥
I remember at the beginning of the year.. My eyes were set on college. I had straight A's. I was understanding everything. I was doing so good. Now, I daydream in class, doodle, struggle to stay awake, and not do my homework. My grades fell to B's and I'm struggling in math. I am acting out in class.. and I have just been falling out of my goals. I've decided to try to finish out the semester as strong as I can, considering finals are next week. Then I'm going to go into the second semester strong, and I'm going to finish it strong. I'm going to reestablish my goals. I think that I can maintain my relationship with my boyfriend, who I am falling in love with, with my friends, and keep my grades up. I CAN DO IT. I just need help focusing. I just need help.. I need to turn my life around, before I hit rock bottom.
Lose not yourself in a far off time,
seize the moment that is thine.
Johann Friedrich Von SchillerDaae.♥
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Hm, strange. I've been encountering the same problem also. But yes, YOU CAN DO IT! And anyways, everything will turn out well on the midterms and on that weekend you can go and have fun with Alex(:
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